Post 99!

Well, here it is, Post 99 and it will be my last one from Canada for a while! Not that that matters, but still its kind of cool! Post 100 will hopefully come from Germany area! How sweet is that!
Anyways, I had a little thing called a Birthday this past sunday. It was good. Church in the morning (good Message btw Nathan), and then the afternoon was more packing/prep etc. Then in the evening well for supper was a gathering at my aunts place. It was good to see everyone again, especially the ones I hadnt seen for a while. At one point, with a baby in my arms, I just sat back and enjoyed the moment around me. Yes everything from the latest "gossip"/chatting from my mom and her sisters, to the guys playing cards, to the pool game going on to the baby's playing on the floor. Yes, I am truely blessed to not only have great friends, but an amazingly wonderful family behind me. So thanks so much to you all as well! I know not all familys are like that, yet it is amazing how quickly we take it forgranted and forget. All in all it was a great evening celebrating birthdays, fellowship, food, fun, and making lots of memories!

So that was sunday, yesterday I babysat one last time, had my final small group too so that is done now. Today I have been running around, saying last few good byes, and getting final things in order. Do I really have time to update my blog, no not really cuase my suitcase is just sitting there half paccked and all but hey, its not even 2:00 yet! But i will get on that shortly. How am I doing? Honestly, that remains to be seeing I guess. Part of me is thrilled, I just cant wait!, another part still cant believe it is acutally happening and yet another part wants to curl back up in bed and pretend its not a few days away! So basically mixed feelings. THough I will say I know I would be a nut case if it wasnt for the prayers. So keep em coming! Like ive said, if i start to get nervous about it, I get this calming feeling only GOd can give me-its like hes saying-"I am here, I will never lead nor forsake you daughter, trust me" Ok God, I am trusting you, lead me, you are my light, protect me-you are my fortress, my shield. Love me like you do
So heres to what lies ahead. Thanks again to everyone for everything. Keep me in your prayers!

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CHEERS!